We ran along the beach enjoying the morning as it unfolded in front of us. We ran to Camp Creek and crossed the bridge. It was a very freeing run, relaxed and we were just enjoying each other's company.
There were a lot of fleeting thoughts along the way. Really it was about trying to decide what life has in store for us in the future. I am sending seeking energy out to try and decide on next year. Do we stay? Do we go back? Do we move on?
Not too sure how I feel about any of the options but know that the universe will open up and show me a path eventually.
One thing striking for me is how much I love being around the water. It feeds my soul in a way that I never knew that it needed to be fed. I love running over bridges and hearing the ocean waves crash in the morning.
In general B and I are just content and waiting to see what our next big adventure may be.
The one thing that I know for sure is B's love and devotion to me. Sometimes it borders on unhealthy attachment. Thanks to a great dog trainer I have strategies for making sure that he is not too dependent. He watches me wherever I go. He follows me from room to room. He makes me feel safe and content. If we are out in a crowd he watches me wherever I am. The family joke is watch B's eyes if you want to know where mom is. There is an inner calmness to his presence that immediately soothes my soul. I also like knowing that he would defend me no matter what. He is my rock.
I love my Dog! I am thankful that he is in my life.
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